I wrote out a huge hunk of journal and then got rid of it all--- that's what happens when you stray from things and change music and mindsets and the works.

I'll leave the title, just for the sake of the connection. *chuckles*


Well, this morning, things are good. I had my last exams yesterday--- BOOYA! *dances on the spot* So exciting! I celebrated alone. *chuckles* Well, that's not true! I celebrated by speaking to lots of love online. Thanks Jase. Pardon Art, I fell asleep. And pardon Blake, I -was- asleep. *giggles* Hope your birthday night was phenomenal, though. <3

Mmmm, well. Lots going on right now. Things are good, life is sweet. I'm staying strong, I'm -feeling- strong, and -genuinely- strong... I think. *laughs* Haha, no, there's certainly strength in this, and flow as well. It's as though it's whispering that it's all okay, and always has been, and just would like it if I settle down and keep flowing with the good stuff. Mmmm. *nods warmly, eyed closed, smiling*

Poetry time! Yay! Spontaneous poetry time! *grins*


Can I feel your heartbeat a million miles away?
Yes I can, yes I can.
Can I sense your cheekbones touch a grin
and your paintstrokes of words, water, colour love
flow into forms of art life us?
I sure can, I sure can.

Can we be made of this?
Oh we are, yes we are,
How beautifully we are interwined
in the actions and movements and wine-and-dinings of life
that is us, that is us.

I feel your taste
I am next to those sensory little nerves
feeding them the good-stuff.

I am precious with you,
We are crystal that fades and reformes and shines forever
We are gentle and soft and solid and strong
Yes we are, yes we are...

We know each other, yes we do.
We met in spirit high-school,
and we had our special love-affair
a thousand years ago.





Sarah Jennifer Dute
x <3